May I please say that I miss you?

So, I haven’t been around for a very long time. I think I can just say that the plan I made is off the rails now. I would’ve loved to keep doing it, but it seems pretty impossible now. I don’t have time to make a new post every week, let alone every day! I wish I had tough. Sometimes I really don’t have the time to write something, sometimes I’m too tired to write and sometimes I can’t come up with something. That really bothers me, not being able to make something up. I’ve been having that a lot lately. In the beginning I figured I was just having a period of low inspiration or motivation. But now I realize it may be something else.

The weirdest about this whole situation is that I do have the stories in my head. What I can’t do is put myself to write them down, not even in a few words. It all really started about six months ago. I got the terrible news that a friend of mine died in a car accident. Back then I never really had the time to deal with it, I had to study for exams, after that the holidays kicked in. Right after it happened I tried to put in down in words and succeeded as well. But I was not really happy with it. Now, a few weeks ago, I really managed to find the right words. Unfortunately for those who are not from Holland, it’s Dutch and I personally don’t think a translator will do much good to it…

Got to tell you something!

Yeah I’m back. I know it has been a few weeks again, but I was kind of unreachable by any internet stream. I had two very nice weeks in Croatia, thank you for asking. And since we were on a campsite I didn’t have a computer whatsoever. I have some other news, my laptop is still broken but is being fixed now, hopefully, by my cousin who’s kind of a computer geek. So far so good I’d say. Anything new happened? Of course, I’ve been of the grid for two weeks in a country I don’t live in, of course things happen.

Do you have a minute?

It’s sunday night again, the time for me to complain. Guess I have to disappoint you tonight because I don’t really have something to really complain about. I do have an interesting topic, at least I think so…

But first I’d like to make a sort of announcement. For the past few weeks I’ve been sending e-mails to different acting things. Up untill today I didn’t get any response. But today when I stood in the canteen at my work I got a text message. Not really interesting, it only said I’d been called and missed the call because I had to work and couldn’t keep my phone with me. So a friend of mine called back. The one that had called me was someone from the project I’d ”auditioned” for. He said I got an audition! I was so happy. They still have to mail me when,

It’s a wrap!

Hi, I’m back, after a few horrible weeks.

First I didn’t win the competition but ended in 15th place. Second I was sick last week and I still can’t talk.

That’s all very dissapointing but there have been some nice things too. So I didn’t get the part I still got to be an extra the last two days of shooting. It was more than amazing. I had a blast even though I couldn’t talk the whole time. My mum, dad and little sister went to the set with me on sunday.

They needed a lot of extras that day and it was so much fun. Unfortunately it was the last shooting weekend and there is